Focus on the Larger Picture

How can I save money when there are mind blowing sales all the time, I'm working less hours & my bills is not getting smaller. This is just rediculous.

Yeah I'm trying to focus on the bigger picture but temptation is great and living within you means is pretty hard!

Organized Cult?

You know how us Catholic guys can be; We make up for so much time a little too late. I never forgot it, confusing as it was. No fun with no guilt feelings.

The sinners, the saviors, the loverless priests I'll see you next Sunday

We all had our reasons to be there at church, We all had a thing or two to learn I guess and we all needed something to cling to.

I once sang Alleluia in the choir and confessed my darkest deeds to an envious man

My brothers they never went blind for what they did but I may as well have.

In the name of the Father, the Skeptic and the Son I had one more stupid question: Why must I pray to your saint's? Your saints aint god, and you are neither his vessel.

What I learned I rejected but I believed in it yet again. I will suffer the consequence of this inquisition? Years ago i thought If I jump in this fountain (holy water), will I be forgiven?

But the truth of the matter is we all had delusions in our head, We all had our minds made up for us so we had to believe in something so I did.

Straight for a Day

After seeing these shots of lindsey lohan I'm for some reason stragely attracted to her.

The only person two females I've ever been 1/16th-ly sexually attracted to was Grace Kelly & Selma Hayek's Breasts.

Do you hear the term Morbidly Alot?

For some reason I have such an unquenchable appetite.

Everything within sight I eat except for uncooked meats. And the worst part about it is that I feel like a balloon that is explode but I wont stop regardless!!!

The full line of Entamins seems to be my favorite.

I don't know if its a side effect of my medication but hopefully it's not something subconsciously in reference to the 1 year anniversary of my favorite aunt's death.

Regrets

About four years ago I was really into sexting.

Trading pictures, Instant Messages, Emails and posting erotic pictures to websites.

One day I came into work and I was getting a weird look. It was because a girl in my office has been shadowing my web activities. She exposed my naked pictures to the entire staff.

I was embarrassed, felt degraded and intimidated by the gawking eyes.

I removed the pictures from all the websites and didn't leave my apartment or desk until I needed to

In the end I'm just happy that it was an New York area incident and it wasn't paraded around in the enormousity as the Pamela Anderson, Paris Hilton or Kim Kardashian fiasco.