From the day I got the news to now it has been quite a struggle. I think that my depression, my anxiety & sleepless night has only been magnified in the past two years. However the upside to my status is that I have been more clearer in my head than ever before. I've severed all ties with individuals that do not contribute any emotional or mental euphoria to me and I'm in a more happy place than I've ever been (mentally); And right now I'm seeking counsel to address my trust issues.
Before my diagnosis I had been a bit insecure about certain things & I was a victim of being used as a sex object towards men. I didn't portray myself that way but it seems that 80% of men always find me sexually attractive.
As of today I've had a different outlook towards life. I guess its because when you hit rock bottom theirs no place else to go!
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