Professional Virgin

Growing up in the church I had to act a certain way all the time, but when I turned 16 I branched away from my conservative christian upbringing and became what the members of my church would call a worldly person aka a sinner. I got tattoos, piercings and was even having sex with men (gasp)!!!!

Yet with all of that no one could of identified that I was a gentleman in the streets and a freak in the sheet (besides my partners).

Maybe it was just me rebelling? I don't know..

Between age 18-22 I was very promiscuous, having sex all the time and serial-dating/joggling about 4-5-men at a time with none of them knowing about each other. These men were either gay, bi or questioning, but my preference were straight men (The Clean Cut Jock Type, Military Type, Daddy Type & borderline Metro Sexual Type. I chose those types because other straight guys are just plain nasty, they don't know anything about what hygiene means). I liked the challenge of persuading them into having sex with me and hearing that infamous line "this is my first time", then have them call their wife and say "I'm never coming home" lol.

I have to say this though: I enjoyed sex a lot and I was even thinking about being a high price call boy, I started thinking: "I like sex, men pay for sex, why not sell sex instead of giving it away for free?" but after reading all these dangerous situations people get them self into like being robbed, set-up, jailed and/or raped I realized that the cons outweighed the pros.

Around age 22-23 I hanged up that "slut-jacket" and started having relationships. I wanted LOVE!!!

The feeling of having someone care about you that's not your immediate relative was exhilarating but at the same time my relationships were suffocating!! I don't like the feeling that I should answer to anyone(not that I had to), but when your having conversations like How was you day? Where did you go today? Call me when you get there etc those questions got tired fast.

I wanted love but I still wanted my independence, I think that's why most of my relationships probably ended.

Then age 25 came and I got news no-one would want to hear about their health so i decided to quit everything cold turkey.

NO Love, NO Sex, just me and hangela (my jacking off hand).

I don't miss those days, I'm just glad that I experienced it.