Nothing Grand

The snow storm in new york on December 26th 2010 did wonders to my psyche (in my opinion). I got the much needed rest that I needed. I got a week off and did nothing but sleep, eat and recharge my batteries. I never noticed this but I have dark circles under my eyes (What The Hell) I'm only 27!!! But back to recharging my batteries: I think before I was on the verge of a breakdown and now i feel like 60% of that has been lifted.

Work
In response to work: it has been very slow, Orders are coming in slow and I've only been working 2-3days a week. That leave me with a lot of time to just sleep, watch TV and catch up with local news.

Family
My family don't know about my health status. But all of us speak over the phone regularly and exchange text messages from time to time.

I spoke with my mother today and she seems to be in a worse spot than me, she's over worked & under paid. Her body hurts and her finances are dwindling. I wish I can do more for her, but I cant, I can only pray.

I also spoke to my favorite aunt "E" today. She placed me in charge of her estate but not in charge of her health care. She sounds horrible. She has been in a rehabilitation center for the past 2 months recovering from an emergency hysterectomy. He wounds outside is healed but they did a couple of tests on her and found out the her hemoglobin is extremely low and she's bleeding on the inside. They admitted her into the hospital today.

Neighbor
I cant remember if its this blog (I'm too lazy to do a search) or my other one that I talked about my upstairs neighbor who beats her kids and heckle them with derogatory remarks. Well anyway: I finally notified Child's Services about her and they came Friday night around 12:30am. I don't know what the social worker discussed but when the social worker left I herd her screaming and causing a seen. I herd her saying: "I cant believe this dirty faggot ass nigger called child services on me for beating my kids, If I catch his ass I'm gonna fuck him up!"

I wanted to report her threats but it would of been her world against mines. So I didn't.

She haven't seen me yet and I haven't seen her, but I wanted to get a restraining order against her. I went to the Attorney's General Office & Criminal Court to acquire a restraining order but I was denied because I don't have the correct spelling of her name, her date of birth or her social security number which is required so she can be served.

I searched facebook, myspace, google, New York State inmate records and I cant find her name and/or her date of birth anywhere. If only I knew someone who works at a Hospital or access DMV records to get her info. (I know, I know, it sucks).

Me
In closing (ha ha, kinda sounds like a speech) Last year was the year of me, but this year I need to help others because they helped me when I needed it.

New Year

Well the new year is here and I know most/many individuals has resolutions that they'll like to fulfill, But I don't think that I have any resolutions because all I want this new year or would like to achieve (for lack of better words) is:

Total Happiness

Update 2

I went to pulmonary specialist to get the results of my recent sleep study and they found that I have a sleep apnea, but here's where its gets worse: they say that while I'm dreaming my blood oxygen level falls dangerously low and my lungs trigger my body to wake up. They say that may explain my headaches but the real serious part is that everything closes off from my neck go down and I'm unable to breathe.

They plan to do another sleep study but this time with oxygen to see the difference and if that may help.

Jesus Christ man!!!! I lost 7LBS within the past 3-months and now they want me to loose even more weight in an effort to help my problem.

But with all of this they still cannot identify why i have chronic insomnia.

Bone Chilling

I've been wanting this weather for so long and now that I have it I cant take it, my joints hurts, my bones hurts and body hurts.

This is completely new to me because I usually embrace the cold weather and even play in the snow but this year its different.

Am I getting old?

Update

I haven't been in the mood to update my blog for some reason. Could it be lack of interest... I don't know!!!

A couple months ago I would of come home jump online and blabber then read other blogger post but now I feel like time is passing me by. These days when I get off work my mind shut down; I only watch a couple of television shows then prepare myself for another day of work related activities.

This quote is so telling of me: Stop Existing & Start Living

I think an extended vacation is wayyyy over due on my path. I should go somewhere like the English Country-Side.

All I'll need is an unlimited supply of food with a chef on-call, Internet, Water, Satellite, maybe a pool, no serial killers and electricity of course.